And everything went downhill from there...
Let's bullet everything because I'm tired and need to go to bed soon...and I'm just plain out of it.
-5am wake up call for work, everyone is in a foul mood. I try to play happy to lighten it up.
-Check email and find out I'm being hailed with hatred. Thanks anonymous commenters, I love you too.
-Remove Boys, Boys, Boys post because it is causing too much drama, and come to find out my ex-boyfriend read it and apparently I was wrong out what he thought. My apologies...lets move on.
-Nest checks are going well, until Brit gets attacked by bees. Luckily she is not stung.
-3 minutes later, I'M STUNG BY A BEE ON THE TOP OF MY EAR. Awesome, as I've never been stung before and thank God I'm not allergic.
(This is my: I'm in pain don't F with me I'll kick your ass look)
-Check another island, get bitten by other unknown bugs and have allergic reaction on my neck.
-Return home and something goes wrong w/ my computer; it's restarting itself for no reason.
-Shut down computer and hope that will fix itself, decide to go run in the meantime while it cools off (I thought it was overheating).
-Run 5.8 glorious miles in the sun with heart pumping music.
-Find out my internet security from McAfee has f'd up my computer.
-Try to remedy problem, makes everything worse. Now my computer has no start menu and I can't get onto the internet (or check if I'm even on) to fix it.
-Cry to my dad on the phone.
-Shut everything down and call it a night.
And somewhere in there eating happened. But not enough ...it was that kind of day. Tomorrow I will eat more; I promise.
Anxiety has gotten the best of me. I thought Mondays were supposed to be bad, not Wednesdays? Is it Friday yet? Cause I have an awesome night planned...
I'm hoping this picture is going to leave me with a less hefty heart going to bed and getting some freak'n sleep.
Two of the cutest Burrowing Owls on the planet. I can't help but smirk and smile at them.
20 comments:
I've been feeling that very similar "I'm in a really bad mood, I dare you to mess with me right now..." mood today too. Maybe somethings going around...
I'm SO sorry for the bad response from the Boys post. I read it but I hadn't had time to comment yet :( And I really understood where you were coming from. I didn't think anything was wrong with it, I actually REALLY admire you for posting it. And anon commenters... stupid. Really. People really piss me off sometimes.
I hope that tomorrow is better!!!!!! Love you girl!
LOVE YOU!!! I'm so sorry you've had to deal with the asshats that have been leaving you mean comments. SO not ok with me.
What an awful day Melissa...huge hugs for you. And WTF about commenters, seriously try to ignore the anon commenters because they are NOT worth your time.
Ugh! Stupid, STUPID mean commenters! They're coming out of the woodwork lately, aren't they? Don't they know the food blog community is a NICE and RESPECTFUL place? Dude!
What a day, Mel. Tomorrow will def be better!
Oh, and I actually read (in Cosmo maybe?) that Wednesdays really are the worst day of the week for a lot of people!
Hey, that sounds like a super rough day but it'll be okay. Don't worry! I've never understood the hatred comments from annonymous commenters. It's just plain nasty. And on boys, my ex hacked into my email account not long after we broke up then sent me barrages of hate mail and texts and called me all sorts of unspeakable things. Boys really do cause endless dramas! It's a pity I can't seem to live without them!
Yikes, it was definitely one of THOSE days! I'm sorry hon :\ It can only get better.
I've been wanting to comment about the anonymous posters for a while. Seriously, screw them. You're so courageous and helping so many people with your posts about your eating disorder and even helping yourself by being open about your feelings. I wish I could be that brave. People who don't like it shouldn't even bother reading, and it just shows their true character (ugly ugly ugly) when they go through the trouble of actually leaving rude comments. They have nothing better to do, and if you even help one person, you're making the world a better place (I assure you, you help many many more).
And we all get anxious, so don't worry about it, just focus it somewhere else and find better coping mechanisms. Tomorrow will be better. And at least you got a good run in and have a lot of great things to look forward to in the next few weeks!
Hugs!
Don't let the naysayers win! My mom told me the other day, "The only reason people hate you is because they want to BE you."
You need to take care of yourself, even on rotten days like this. You have to show the negative people, your ED and yourself that you are stronger and better than all of it! Because I know you are.
I'm praying for you baby girl!
Sleep well tonight, and I hope you feel better tomorrow =)
Screw the naysayers! You are awesome! I love reading your posts and side notes, and you shouldn't have to stop saying what's on your mind on your own blog because of them!
Tomorrow is a new day, hope it is better. :)
Hey Melissa, don't listen to negative comments. You were being honest and nothing you said was crazy anyway. This blog is YOUR blog for YOUR thoughts - if people have an issue with that, then they shouldn't read. But they don't have a right to attack you. You write from the heart, you are honest and sweet, and you write to HELP, not hurt others. I thought what you wrote was powerful and honest (and applicable to my life, too). Please keep the sidenotes up, comments be damned!!!
Oh, mama. If I'd known it was a bad day last night, I'd have done something to cheer you up via chat! Fear not: tomorrow is only a day away!!!
ack, im sorry! I still cant believe you get hate emails. People really disapoint me sometimes!
Hope tomorrow is better!!
boo for the haters, seriously people who want to bring others down just have shitty lives
i'm so sorry it was a rough day! :( Today will be better! I hope...;) Oh, and dont pay any attention to the haters. I dont see what they dont like?!?! Oh well, just hang in there!
Maddi
xxx
Aw, I'm so sorry to hear about your rough day :( Anon commenters SUCK, seriously, if they have nothing better to do than make you feel like crap, why are they wasting their time? I hope karma comes back to them. If it's any consolation, I thought it was a great post, and you were brave for posting it.
Hope today is going better for you love!!
I'm sorry you're getting some negative comments. I think you're fabulous and doing the best you can. And seeing as it's Earth Day, thank you for all you do in helping to save the environment. The world needs more people like you!
all my days are like this this past year and counting...still no exercise (over a year now)...struggling fincancially...need a place to live in less than a week, and will have to share again with strangers...
everytime i figure i am as low as it gets...it goes lower...
hang in there.
ugh what a day.....sorry about that! hope today is better for you :)
So sorry that today wasn't the best day. Praying that tomorrow will be a better one. Hang in there!
What a crap ass day, hun. I'm sorry to hear that your post on boys was so negatively received. I thought it was well written.
Here's to hoping the weekend has improved for you.
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